inspiration

so i am flopping like a fish out of water to be inspired to find a job & career i love. i have been so blah - passionless and changing my mind so frequently that friends & family just shake there heads. there are a few ideas i like more than others but nothing that is overwhelmingly exciting that "i have to do it". booo. i feel so lost sometimes.

what i need is inspiration. a friend suggested that i meditate/pray on it. i think i might try that - i will start today. i will try to take a few minutes a day & see if that helps. i will keep a journal to help me get ideas.

fall is coming!!! yeah!!! i love fall.

sunshine and blue skys

today there was an overcast for most of the day but my outlook and disposition was bright and optimistic. perhaps an indication of how good your day is going to be depends on how good you want it to be. the choice is yours - are you going to find the sun behind the clouds or allow the clouds consume you?

enjoy each moment and try to look on the brighter side :)

sunny but its still cold out

the past few days have been beautiful! so sunny but still chilly, not more than 55 degrees but people are going a little crazy. i think i am the only onw still wearing a jacket. people are rushing to wear shorts. ok, its not 60, its 50. shorts are a little overboard. a spring jacket, a light sweater maybe, but definately not shorts. lets not get crazy people! we dont want everybody to get sick before the real spring comes. enjoy the sun but be reasonable!

dream

"To accomplish great things, we must dream as well as act" Anatole France

This quote stirs something deep - a call to connect the soul with my actions. Everyday i work and live but almost robotically. until recently, when i started to focus on my self and try to get a deep connection. this year my focus will be on having soul in my actions, to be aware, present. i know those are the words that seem to be flying around every where. so i decided to breathe a little more, bring my focus internal and watch and move with action. and guess what, i am actually happier and its working. next will be finding a career that i can put my heart and soul into.

pity party

i am so fed up with those who complain about there life when the choices they made are a direct reflection of those choices. did u expect everyone to be happy with those choices? your unhappy now but life is still worth living. stop bitching and move forward. accept the choices you made and where they got you today and think about where you want to go tomorrow and how you are going to get there. choices are important - consider the consequences and the outcomes seriously and thoughtfully before you take action.

happy new year

another year over and a new one has just begun.... wow! what a crazy year it has been. it has been pretty rough, i am not gonna lie. I have done a lot of soul searching this year to try to get over depressing thoughts and open up to new adventures, and discover what makes me tick. this year i will continue to work on myself and discover the wonders the world has to offer. this past year has been very unstable, especially in my job. This year i plan on working hard on my career - to find something i love to do that will provide me with the life i enjoy living. I want to wake up everyday starting off happy. if the day brings me down that's okay, because tomorrow is a new day. i feel a lot of change will come this year, all for the better. life it good and worth living.